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Im so frustrated...
Im getting so wound up at myself. Three reasons.
1. I cant remember fuck all... in order to do things I need notes. I need to constantly check arrangements to make sure I have double booked. Now I cant even remember what it was that I forgot to do before I left for the football. About five minutes remembered I hadnt brought my new pack of my pill... meaning that after uni, I have to go home to get them instead of back to the flat to write my muchly important dissertation.
2. I feel lost in my brain. Its like it doesnt belong to me anymore. I can hardly make sentences anymroe because Im lost for words. It could be the most simplest word in the world and I can't remember what the word is that Im looking for. Even with all my presentation in front of me yesterday I couldnt remember the word that I needed. THis normally results in me picking out completely random words and saying them out loud, and then going thats not right, and going back into my brain to find out what the right word is.
3. My temper is shocking. Ever since the really bad time I had at the end of 2005, I cannot hold my temper. i lose it for the smallest little thing. BUt not all the time. But when I feel wound up , I jsut flip out.
Im hoping this is all related to stress I really do. I just can't decide if this could be related to stress, and whether I should make an appointment with the doc to see what we can do.
hmph
aggravated1. I cant remember fuck all... in order to do things I need notes. I need to constantly check arrangements to make sure I have double booked. Now I cant even remember what it was that I forgot to do before I left for the football. About five minutes remembered I hadnt brought my new pack of my pill... meaning that after uni, I have to go home to get them instead of back to the flat to write my muchly important dissertation.
2. I feel lost in my brain. Its like it doesnt belong to me anymore. I can hardly make sentences anymroe because Im lost for words. It could be the most simplest word in the world and I can't remember what the word is that Im looking for. Even with all my presentation in front of me yesterday I couldnt remember the word that I needed. THis normally results in me picking out completely random words and saying them out loud, and then going thats not right, and going back into my brain to find out what the right word is.
3. My temper is shocking. Ever since the really bad time I had at the end of 2005, I cannot hold my temper. i lose it for the smallest little thing. BUt not all the time. But when I feel wound up , I jsut flip out.
Im hoping this is all related to stress I really do. I just can't decide if this could be related to stress, and whether I should make an appointment with the doc to see what we can do.
hmph
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